THIISH IISH SOO UNFAIR!!IISH THIISH WAD II GET FOR GETTIIN GD RESULTS??IITS LIKE,WTH!HE'S NOT A NICE GUY!HE SAY UNTIL HE VERI GD LIKE TAT!BHB ARHS?!??HE TINK HE TEACHER VERI BIG ARHS??LIAO BU QI ARHS??WHEN HE SAID TAT WE NIIDA TO GO SCH EARLY ON TAT DAY,I WAS ONLI SHOWING A "waaa..o.o''" FACE.AND HE LOOK AT MI AND SAID,"NOT HAPPIE ARHS?DONT GO LAHH."*IITS LIKE WTH?TATS NORMAL EXPRESSION WAD??THEN TAKE MY PAPER..THEN SAY WAN GO ANOT?THEN I BLUR BLUR..THEN HE GIVE BACK..WTH IS THIISH???MII,SHOWING EXPRESSION,WRONG??I GOT PAY ONE LOR!HE TINK HE PAY FOR MY TRIP ARHS?WHEN HE DO TAT,I JUS FEEL LIKE SAYING TO HIS FACE TAT.."KAY LAHH!WO BU XI HAN!"BUT FOR THE SAKE OF MY FREN'S PRESENT..WO REN!!HE SAID THIISH IISH THE AWARD FOR GETTING GD RESULTS.I GET GD RESULT N THIS IISH HOW HE TREAT MII??SOO WADS THE POINT??PPL SAID TAT WHEN A STUDENT GET GD RESULTS OR LISTEN TO THEM,TEACHER DOTE ON THEM MORE.BUT I DISAGREE WITH TAT!!WHEN I GET GD RESULTS N LISTEN TO TEACHER,WAD I GET??BEING IGNORE?BEING SCOLDED?SHOW ATTITUDE TO MI?ITS SOO UNFAIR!AND ANOTHER MATTER!...
WHEN THEY NIIDA US TO CHOOSE 2 OTHER PPL TO SLEEP IN A ROOM,N SAID CANNOT ALL SAME RACES SLEEP TOGETHER COZ WANNA US TO MAKE NEW FRENS N BLAH BLAH BLAH~MI,AND 2 OTHER FRENS WANTED TO BE TOGETHER MAHH..COZ I ONLI NOE THEM,N I DONT WANNA BE ALONE..EVEN IF I AM WITH THEM,I KNEW TAT I WILL BE PS ALITTLE..BUT NVM..I MANAGE TO OVERCOME ALITTLE FEAR OF TAT..BUT THEN..WHEN WE ASK TAT TEACHER WE 3 WANTED TO BE TOGETHER,HE SAID"NO!AIPING OUT,THEY 2 TOGETHER"ITS LIKE!WTF!!!THEY 2 ALREADY DAMM CLOSE STILL CAN BE TOGETHER WHILE I NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THEM NIIDA CHOOSE OTHER PPL??ITS NOT FAIR!IIM THE ONLI GIRL IN MY CLASS WHO GO,AND THEY DONT EVEN PITY MI,BUT MAKE ME FEEL WORSE THEN EVER!I GET GD RESUTLS MY FAULT LAHH??I ALREADY FEEL DAMM SCARED ALONE LE,STILL WANNA MII GO WITH OTHERS??WTF HELL IISH THIISH REASON??THEY 2 SOO CLOSE,STILL CAN LET THEM SLEEP IN ONE ROOM??ARGHS!!AND IN THE END,I ENDED UP SLEEPING WITH 2 OTHER MALAY GIRL WHICH THEY IS IN THE SAME CLASS.N TAT MEANS IIM GONNA BE ALONE THEN EVER!!I DONT EVEN NOE THEM!I DDINT EVEN KNOW WHO THEY ARE!AND WANTED MII TO SLEEP IN A ROOM WITH THEM??ASS LAHH!THEN HE SAID TAT HE NIIDA US TO SIT IN ANY MANNER TAT HE WANTED ASK TO IN THE BUS!MAYBE ONE BOY ONE GIRL OR ONE MALAY ONE CHINESE.WA LAO!WE GO THERE IISH TO HAVE FUN WAD??Y MUST FOLLOW SUCH RULES OF HIS?THEN OUR AWARD IISH LIKE NOT A AWARD,ITS A TORTUREMENT N PUNISHMENT.II NIIDA BE ALONE..??Y?IIM THE ONLI GIRL IN MY CLASS TO GO WHILE OTHERS HAVE FRENS OF THE SAME GENDER TO ACOMPANY THEM.STILL WAN MII TO BE ALONE OUT THERE??SOO UNFAIR N UNREASONABLE??WANNA PPL TAT DONNO EACH OTHER TO SLEEP IN A ROOM BUT LET THE OTHERS TAT KNOW EACH OTHER TO SLEEP IN ONE ROOM BUT LET MII TO SLEEP IN A ROOM WITH 2 OTEHR PPL TAT I COMPLETELY DONNO WHO THEY ARE!WAD IISH THIISH??IISH THIISH FAIR??TELL MII!IISH THIISH??OH GOD..Y..?Y MUST U TORTURE MII LIKE TIISH..
ii noe tat iit iish iimpossible for us,
therefore,i dont wanna tink too much,
as iit wiill onlii hurt mii more than ever.
i hope i can..
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